| Location | Carlisle |
| Age | 22 years |
| Cause of Death | Accident |
| Date of Birth | 10/03/1985 |
| Date of Death | 29/04/2007 |
| Visitors | 14,508 since 24/11/2007 |
| Creator |
Still hear you Son saying to me like you always did
"HOW YOU DOING MY LASS"
Tuds was born on the 10th march 1985,at 4.30pm,weighing in a 10lb 3oz.Tuds was my youngest
child,the baby of the family.He as two brothers Baz and Chris,and his sister Mandy.
When Tuds was born he had a club foot,which was a shock to me a the time.He put up with a lot of
prodding and poking when he was a baby,which upset him most of the time.He screamed for attention
from a very early age and got,a lot of it from his brothers and sister,they adored him,he was there
little dumpling man,he was so cute,(but never shut up).
He had an operation on his foot when he was 20months old.After the operation we never looked back,as
he grow older he had one foot smaller than the other,they was 4 sizes different,Tuds would call his
foot his little Putter as he got older,he would never let anyone see his feet,he did not want anyone
to know.
Tuds was always a good at sport his foot never stopped him,at school he was always first,second or
third in running,he loved his football,many a time playing football,his boot would fly across the
football pitch,he would just laugh about it.
Tuds was about 9yrs old when he first started to support Aston Villa.Family and his friends would
take the mick out of him,saying what you supporting Aston Villa for,he would say but i want to be
diffrent from my mates.I will never forget the first time he got tickets to go and see Aston
Villa.It was xmas and we got him his first Aston Villa strip,inside the shirt we hid tickets to go
and see Aston Villa,as he come to try on the shirt a envolope fell to the floor,he said whats
that,we said we don't know he opened the envolope and saw the tickets,well he was that excited he
started to jump up and down on the furniture,shouting mam,dad its what i wanted,i can't wait to go
see them,he had to wait to middle of January to get to see them,it could'nt come quick enough, he
was so happy and exicted.He went to see Villa play as often as he could,his mate rick became a big
fan too,the both of them only know one other person in Carlisle he followed Villa.Tuds was dedicated
to Villa even though he said they were useless,but Tuds stuck by his team.
Tuds was a hard working young man he always liked to be kept busy.Tuds occupation was a Tyre
Fitter.He loved his cars,that was his life.He had his girlfriend Rebecca,he was with Rebecca for
4yrs,they had just spilt up 2 wks before Tuds lost his life.
If you ever met him you would know how hard it was to resist him. Tuds had such a way about him he
was always there to help anyone in need. He would always have a hand to help you. He befriended
everyone he met.
Tuds lived life the way Tuds wanted to live it full of energy and kindness and love and being him
self.
Tuds just loved making others happy if you were happy he was to.He was such a good natured lad,and
was just fun loving young man with so much to give us.
I know that everyone he met he touched in some way or another you couldn't help but be touched by
him.
Tuds loved living life to the full and that is what he did he did he loved challenges.Tuds never
judged anyone he took you as you were as he wanted you to take him.he was nothing make believe just
honest and fun loving and being Tuds.
He always kept us on our toes and he liked it that way,never knowing what he was doing next,he hated
smokers and if it was anyones last fag,he would say to them giz a puff,take the fag,stub it out and
say its bad for ya.was Anti drugs as well.
Tuds had many friends and friends that truely loved him and I know he touched them all in some way
or another.
But on Apirl 29, 2007 my son was taken from us the hardest day of our lives was to lose him.Tuds
still had so much more living to do, so much more life to live, He was taken from us all to soon.
This day will not be forgotten the day Tuds was taken from us a young man,so loved by all.
His friends i have so much pride for they helped us organize Tuds funeral,which i did not mind
because we wanted a celebration of Tuds life.His friends all worn Aston Villa tops,with TUDS NO 1
wrote on,they carried Tuds into Church with a ASTON Villa flag draped over his coffin,while the
song I'll BE MISSING YOU was playing.I have great respect for his friends,thats why Tuds loved them
as well,great bunch of lads.
We love you Tuds and you will forever be in our hearts until we meet you again on the other side.
A LETTER FROM REBECCA
On that very sad day when you were so tragically taken it's hard to say how i felt. Lost, frightened
and scared dont start to describe it. In a strange way i felt calm, like you were there watching and
willing me not to cry.
When the rain came down at your funeral the heavens opened just for you and the sun came out when
you were at rest to let us know that you were safe. I know you'll still be looking after all your
mates and your family especially. Hope you know they will always be like my family and always be
special to me.
Your Mam asked me to find some songs that you liked. The Worlds Greatest by R. Kelly came to me from
nowhere. I knew you loved the song and knew your family would love it and they did. It described you
perfectly! My bonny boy!!
While your mates knew Tuds the lad of lads,the life and soul, the leader, i knew and love Tony a
deaper side of Tuds that was kind, caring, loving and totally spoiled by me! I think i knew you
better than i knew myself.
Not a day goes by when i dont think of your smiling face and all the good times we had during our
time together. Even though it felt like an eternity to you it just wasn't long enough for me and now
it never will be. I'll keep my engagement ring safe and close to my heart forever and always. Our
little pooch Tizz misses you too (dont tell anyone though cos she'll get upset!!)
You are and always will be 'The World's Greatest' to everyone that knew you.
Miss you so much,
Love Always
RECECCA x x x
LOVE ALWAYS
WHEN TIMES WERE HARD YOU'D MAKE ME SMILE,
YOU'D NEED YOUR SPACE AND LEAVE FOR A WHILE,
ALL THE WHILE I ALLWAYS KNEW YOU'D BE BACK ,
BEING AWAY FROM ME YOU NEVER COULD HACK.
OUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER WAS SO STRONG,
THATS WHY ALL OF THIS SEEMS SO WRONG.
I CANT BELIVE NOR UNDERSTAND,
THAT NEVER AGAIN WILL YOU HOLD MY HAND.
EVERY TIME I FEEL LOST OR IN THE BLUE,
I KNOW I WILL ALLWAYS THINK OF YOU ,
DRIVING AROUND THE HEAVENS IN YOUR CAR,
OVER HILLS AND THROUGH VALLEYS NEAR AND FAR.
RIGHT NOW ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO CRY,
COS I KNOW THIS ISNT REALLY GOODBYE,
I KNOW THAT YOU WILL ALLWAYS BE HERE,
WITH THE ANGELS OR SOMEWHERE NEAR.
X UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN MY ANGEL X
LOVE ALWAYS REBECCA
A POEM WRITTEN BY REBECCA TO TUDS FAMILY
The day you called and gave the news,
the world was lost in a sea of blues,
it isn't real,it can't be true,
why did it have to happen to you?
As a family you're all so strong,
this can't be right it has to be wrong,
you must all now stand united like an army,
keep him with you and forever barmy.
The day God took your precious boy,
when he was out in his favourite toy,
will from now on be TUDS DAY,
its the last Sunday before May.
Please remember to never forget,
that he hasn't quite left completely yet,
i know its right and it is so true,
theres is a bit of him in every one of you.
XXXXX
No words I write can ever say
How much I miss you every day.
As time goes by, the loneliness grows
How I miss you, nobody knows
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name,
But all I have are memories
And photos in a frame.
No one knows my sorrow,
No one sees me weep,
But the love I have for you
Is in my heart to keep.
I've never stopped loving you
I'm sure I never will
Deep inside my heart,
You are with me still.
Heartaches in this world are many
But mine is worse than any.
My heart still aches as I whisper low,
"I need you and I miss you so."
The things we feel so deeply
Are often the hardest to say,
But I just can't keep quiet any more,
So I'll tell you anyway.
There is a place in my heart
That no one else can fill;
I love you so, my precious son,
And I always will.
MAM XXXXX
OUR SPECIAL ANGEL TUDS
Our boy Tuds is a Special Angel,
But not only in my heart he lives,
He will always be that Special Angel,
To his friends and family he Loved.
As time goes by,some people do forget,
That our boy Tuds was one of the best,
Family and Friends do drift a part,
Only the faithful,hold Tuds in there hearts.
Our boy Tuds now rests in heaven above,
In Gods garden,a paradise of love,
We can,t forget our Special Angel,
Because our boy Tuds gave so much love.
XXXXXX
HYA TUDS
WE WISH THAT WE COULD SEE YOU
FOR JUST A LITTLE WHILE
WE WISH THAT WE COULD HUG YOU
AND SEE YOUR LOVELY SMILE
BUT WISHING GETS US NOWHERE
AND LONGING IS IN VAIN
SO WE WILL HOLD YOU IN OUR HEARTS
UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN XXXXXXXXX
TRIBUTES FOR THE NEXT EIGHT DAYS
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MEMORIES BLOSSOM FOREVER
IN THE GARDEN OF HEARTS
NOT JUST TODAY,BUT EVERYDAY
BECAUSE YOU'RE A VERY SPECIAL
PART OF MY HAPPIEST MEMORIES
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR THURSDAY.
WISHING YOU ETERNAL PEACE
IN HEAVENS CASTLE,FLY HIGH
AND FREE ANGEL,LET YOUR
HEAVENLY GLOW BRING PEACE
TO THOSE WHO LOVE AND MISS YOU.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR FRIDAY.
ONE BY ONE EARTH'S TIES ARE BROKEN,
ONE BY ONE THEY LINK ABOVE,
ONE DAY THERE WILL BE A SWEET REUNION
ONCE AGAIN WITH THOSE WE LOVE.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ..
TRIBUTE FOR SATURDAY
SUNFLOWER SMILES DRIFTING DOWN.
TOUCH MY CHEEKS WITH HAPPY SOUNDS.
SUNFLOWER RAIN TO HEAL THE TEARS.
YOU SEND THEM ALL TO CALM MY FEARS
SUNFLOWERS ONLY AN ANGEL CAN GIVE.
TELLING ME IT IS OKAY TO LIVE.
SUNFLOWER TASSELS TIED TO A KITE.
WAVING TO BID ME A RESTFUL NIGHT.
SUNFLOWER KISSES ALL OVER MY FACE
GIVING ME PROMISES OF A BETTER PLACE.
SUNFLOWER, COME AND STAY AWHILE.
LET ME ENJOY YOUR ANGEL SMILE.
SUNFLOWER ANGEL, I KNOW YOUR NAME.
YOU TOUCHED MY LIFE AND I WILL
NEVER BE THE SAME.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR SUNDAY
THE WINDS OF TIME CANNOT BLOW
MY LOVE AWAY...
DEEP IN MY SOUL, THIS LOVE WAS BORN.
AND WILL LAST TILL MY DYING DAY,
SANDS IN THE HOURGLASS SLOWLY FALL,
AND TIME QUICKLY RUNS ON BY...
A SIGH ESCAPES... THIS LONGING FOR YOU,
IS AS VAST AS THE EARTH AND SKY...
TILL WE MEET AGAIN, GOD GO WITH YOU,
AND GUIDE YOUR WAYWARD GAIT...
BUT KNOW IN MY HEART,MY UNDYING LOVE
SILENTY, LONGINLY,WAITS.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR MONDAY.
WE ARE ALWAYS TOGETHER
EVEN THOUGH WE ARE APART
THOUGH DISTANCE MAY BE BETWEEN
WE ARE NEVER SEPARATE IN HEART.
FOR WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER
WE MAKE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES
SO WE ARE ALWAYS CLOSE
EVEN THROUGH MOUNTAINS,VALES,OR SEA.
THROUGH THE GENTLE WISPER OF BREEZE
OR STARS ON A MOONLIGHT NIGHT
OUR LOVE TALKS TO OUR HEART
WITH WORDS MADE JUST RIGHT.
OUR HEARTS ARE ALWAYS ONE
THOUGH THEY MAY BE TWO
YOU ARE ALWAYS HERE WITH ME
AS I AM ALWAYS THERE WITH YOU.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR TUESDAY.
IN TIMES OF DARKINESS, LOVE SEES
IN TIMES OF SILENCES,LOVE HEARS
IN TIMES OF DOUBT, LOVE HOPES
IN TIMES OF SORROW, LOVE HEALS
AND IN ALL TIMES, LOVE REMEMBERS.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR WEDENSDAY.
SUNSHINE.
DRY UP MY TEARS WITH YOUR GENTLE WINDS,
FOR YOUR WORDS CEASE MY TEARS.
BLOW AWAY MY DARK CLOUDS,
FOR YOUR STRONG WINDS BLOW THEM AWAY.
BRING ME HAPPINESS WITH YOUR SUN BEAMS,
FOR YOUR SUNSHINE WARMS MY SOUL.
WHISPER ME A DEEP SECRET WITH YOUR BREEZE.
FOR YOUR WORDS BRING ME A WARM FEELING.
PUT OUT MY RAGING FIRE,
FOR YOUR RAIN SIZZLES IT DOWN.
EVERYTHING YOU DO IS MY EVERYTHING,
AND I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT YOU'RE MY SUNSHINE.
WISHING YOU ALL LOVELY WEEKEND,GOD BLESS AND TAKECARE
WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS LINDA.XXX
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21st October 2009
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20TH OCTOBER 2009
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♥ 19TH OCTOBER 2009 ♥
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♥ Forever In Our Hearts. ♥
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LOVE JUDE. X X
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Precious Gift
� Sherri Lawrence
When times seem too hard to bear & I l feel like giving up
I vision your beautiful face, the twinkle of your eyes and things of such
The bond we created from my womb to the day you were born
Is a mother and child bond that can never be torn
With the strength and guidance of God and the blessings he pours down from above
I want to be the best mom I can be to you and embrace you with all my love
You are as precious as a flower and as gorgeous as a rose
You have been specially made to the very tip of your nose
You are as sweet as honey; such an innocent young child
You are brighter than any star in the sky every time you smile
I want you to be proud of who you are and strive to be the best
Put forth your efforts to achieve your goals and let God do the rest
I will always be your mother first, but I'm also your friend
Your are the most precious gift, that I've ever been given
With All My Love,
Mommy
ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM.
I WILL BE GONE FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS. ITS ANTHONY'S 1ST ANGEL DAY ON OCT. 25. I WILL BE WITH MY SON DURING THIS TIME. I WILL BE BACK ON THE 27TH OF OCT. IF YOU COULD PLEASE WATCH OVER MY ANGELS WHILE I'M GONE. I THANK YOU. YOU AND YOUR ANGELS WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS DURING THIS TIME. GOD BLESS YOU ALL. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO. ALL MY LOVE XOXO
14th October 2009
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♥ 12TH OCTOBER 2009 ♥
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LOVE ALWAYS, JUDE. X X
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They Think I'm Fine And Over It
Accepted That You Died
But I Live Life With All This Pain
And Countless Tears I've Cried
I Am Forced To Live With This Endless Pain
That Others Can't Accept
They Think I'm Fine And Over It
Or That I'll Soon Forget
I Want To Scream From Rooftops
Or Just Silently Sit And Cry
I Never Will Be Over It
My God My Child Died!
It Makes No Sense To Argue
My Energy Is Low
So When They Think I'm Over It
I Simply Tell Them NO
I've Become What They Have Wanted
A Turtle In It's Shell
Just Keep My Thoughts Within Myself
And Never Ever Tell
I Mask My Life To Others
To Myself As well
For Living Every Day On Earth
Is Surely More Like Hell
Simply Put I Won't Get Over It
Not Better ... Stronger .... Fine
It Is Only That I've Got No Choice....
To Live This Life of Mine.
Author:Unknown
I thought of you and closed my eyes,
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother,
And I know I heard him say:
A mother has a baby,
This we know is true.
But, God, can you be a mother,
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can he replied,
With confidence in his voice.
I give many women babies,
When they leave is not thier choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But theres no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath and cleared his throat,
And then I saw a tear.
I wish that I could show you,
What your child is doing today,
If you could see your child smile,
With other children who say:
We go to earth and learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My mommy set me free.
I miss my mommy oh so much,
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow's where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
"Mommy don't be sad today, I'm your baby and I'm here."
So you see my dear sweet one,
Your children are Ok.
Your babies are here in My home,
They'll be at heavens gate for you.
So now you see what makes a mother.
It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of,
Right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realize you are a mother,
until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day,
And you'll know that you're the best one!
~Author Unknown
ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM
HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND
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